Day 252 – 258

Day 252 – 258 First thing’s first, the Sunday of this week was the Man-shape’s birthday! I know it is late on the blog (it was on the 9th) but I can assure you, I definitely said it to him directly on the day: “Happy birthday honey! I wish you a coming year that is […]

Day 197

Day 197 Rock bottom… Or is it? Well, in my introspective post of yesterday I didn’t mention some of the events that lead to my crash. And today I kinda broke. Apologies to the man-shape for the weird behaviour and the emotional outpour. Well, as you know I am currently looking for a job or […]

Day 196

Day 196 A day spent with family can go one of two ways. Either everyone gets on great, you all come away feeling closer or there are silly arguments, old resentments and/or guilts surface and you come away feeling closer to some people and frustrated with others. Most family events I’ve ever been to start […]

Day 133

Day 133 I really hoped that my mood would clear before posting tonight but it hasn’t. KT is in a bad mood and blogging about it is a bad idea. The long and short of it is difficult people annoy me. What’s the point in being deliberately difficult? And then I have been starting a […]

Day 109

Day 109 I’ve had a bad day. Work left me frustrated and upset (I actually hit my computer hard enough with my fist that it thought it had been dropped an shut down to protect itself… But it wasn’t the computers fault). Today it just felt like things kept coming at me and I had […]

Day 98

Day 98 Allowing myself a break led to a 10 hour sleep last night. Amazingly I still woke up groggy. I haven’t done much today. I didn’t even leave my flat. I have all but finished the first sock!! I haven’t bound it off because I want my mum to try it on for size […]

Day 93

Day 93 Today I turned 29. It is my birthday. Birthdays are weird. I didn’t want to have mine this year. Every single day somebody celebrates another year passing since their birth. So really, to most people on the planet today was like any other day. But for me today had a name. I am […]

Day 82

Day 82 My emotions are still running high, I’m still kind of angry but it’s no bad thing. I have a kind I fire in me that I haven’t had in a long time. I have so much determination right now you’d all better watch out! I used that fire to push myself in the […]

Day 81

Day 81 “You wouldn’t like me when I’m angry” Someone did something today that showed me they underestimate me. To say it peeved me is putting it mildly. I was furious. Don’t underestimate me and don’t, ever talk down to me, treat me like a child or call me a liar. I am still mad […]

Day 80

Day 80 Two major themes to today 1. Stress 2. Pain!! My gym visit yesterday was effective. I know that because I can barely move today. I hurt from toe nails to eye lashes…! But it’s the good kind of hurt. It’s the kind of hurt that lets me know my muscles feel suitably chastised […]

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