The last thing I want is for this blog to turn into a moan. I don’t want to come here, be miserable and send any readers running for the hills. Today overall has not been a bad day at all but it is currently 8.30pm here and I’m at a loose end. There are so many things I could/should be doing but really, the emotion I am experiencing right now is boredom and that is drawing me towards inertia. I have started a new sock so I am going to basically make myself do that just now, that way I am at least doing something productive.
I wish I knew where this feeling came from. There is nothing I want to watch on television but I don’t have the motivation to feel content doing ANYTHING. Argh! That is not how this is meant to go.
This morning I got up and pampered myself a little. I did all the beauty things I said I’d do (except for the body brushing because I was already in the shower by the time I remembered), my hair was sitting nice, I picked out an outfit I liked (an achievement with my current wardrobe) and for the first time this year (and in a couple of weeks at least) I put on make-up. The effect was not lost. I got compliments and felt almost confident.
My day mostly flew by, doing a batch cook of pasta for lunches during the week, putting in washing (that is currently drying) and duking about. It was just over hour ago that this “loose end” started. I had plans for this time – it is a free to list weekend on eBay UK this weekend so I thought I could find a few items to list, but I think I’ll do that tomorrow now.
I’ve ordered motivation for tomorrow. I hope it arrives on time.
Sorry for the whinge, normal service shall resume shortly.